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OR-I-GI-NAL [13 Sep 2006|11:16pm]
dear Erin Cheely,

I don't know what the fuck a "nudge" is but if you ever do it again I will not only nudge you but stub you in the fucking eye.


I did my whole paper and guess what? YOU DONT FUCKING HAVE WORD! WHO IN THE YEAR 2006 DOES NOT HAVE THE PROGRAM WORD? YOU THATS WHO. FUCKING HILLBILLY. You deserve to have to go get them Taco Bell.. Haha. I swear for as many times as your dad came in here and asked me to "punch up" the lottery or nascar numbers....I could have finished this bad boy within an hour. You know, if I wasn't myspacing it. But whatevs, dude. Heres your note. Thanks for letting me use your sweer comp. It was going pretty fast actually. Did you delete everything again or something?

p.s your brother is a creep.
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blllaaaccck hair. [15 Jul 2006|08:40pm]
Is what I have now. Sorta. It's in the process. Well....I don't remember the last time I blogged.

College. Soon. Living out here, yeaaaah. Kinda sucks but I'll deal with it. Well tonight Erin and I are hanging with Steve, possibly Stubs. I hope SOMEONE else will be there, cause id it's just Eri ndoin git with Steves I will walk my ass home from Chicago Heights. I'll probably get raped but I'd rather get raped than be there while their doing it....

Anyways. My whole body has pretty much been touched by the black dye. Erin's face, too.

Uhhhm, not much has happened I guess. Oh wait, I'M JOBLESS. Looking and waiting impatiently.

Aw snap! Steve just called and said bring contact cement.....this should be fun.
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this is for erin. [02 Jul 2006|08:20am]
hey, I'm updating! I'm sorry you had to go to work, but my leg hurts. something is eating me alive. well, I cant really seriously update as tired as I am.
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maniaaaccckkk--sssuh [16 May 2006|10:15am]
Wow.So this year is pretty much over. I have one half day left. It's crazy. Every year we're like "God I wish we were odne, I wish we were leaving." And we are this time. I will be back at this probably two more times for graduation and practice. Ridiculous. I don't really feel it hitting me yet.

Got crunk with Erin this weekend. OR tried to anyway. Heather pretty much dominated my myspace and left osme weird post. But she wrote down the password wrong so she doesn't really have it, jackass. I need another jobbbbb.

I think I am going to try something. Kayyy.....nothing happens owrth writing about.

Erin has a cooler journal than me. I'm going to burn it up and throw it away.
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ERIN READ THIS [05 May 2006|02:06pm]
Erin...it's probably best for both of us if you get these jeans

I found pegleg pants. Today, god loves me.
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[07 Apr 2006|02:21pm]
A poorly made, small, hilarious picture of heather from our school website.

Fast Web is a bitch. I'm done.
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Remember this?...... [06 Apr 2006|10:47am]
I have posted this in my journal atleast three times in the two years I have had this journal. It still brings me joy:

Gib (donttakemyname) has used live journal to constantly insult, belittle, and argue with me:(read in a petulant voice)

"i hate you as of 1/30/04 3rd period 12:56 friday afternoon."

"You only read those S. King books for the sex. Everyone who went to Palos knows that. Dirty. You sicken me. Don't ever read my journal again!"

"dont make me suck your soul out and leave your lifeless body behind for any to do their evil deeds on your desolate-left-behind-shell of nothingness."

"Then I'll be done with your incessant catterwalling."

"Majesty is FEMININE dammit."

"I said what most people would assume and it was feminine, bizzotch."


"I clicked on nit and all of sudden your ass was all over the screen. Scared me to death. "

"You know all my arguments are biased, non-researched, completely non-understandable statements that come from my faster-talking-than-I-think mind. Geez. Get with it."

"I hate that book."

"Heather guess who sucks? YOU"

"Worst post ever"

"I'm so sick of these damned Matt Skiba quotes"

"::swears...the bad kind::"

"I mean it sounds like you and me sexual together and thats weird"

"ye sI am ashamed of you. EXTREMELY"

"you have spelled "vacuum" wrong approximately 5 times."

"SCREW YOU and your feign nonchalance"

"i hate you"
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so here I am, are you ready? [05 Apr 2006|07:49pm]
[ mood | accomplished ]

My FAFSA is DONE.Congratulations to me and Michelle. I had pretty much no help from my parents. I own. Now lets hope I get money. PLEASEGODPLEASEGODPLEASEGODPLEASEGODPLEASEGOD. Should I make a call from George Sccully and tell them my FAFSA has been fixed?.....

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so while I'm not doing anyhting, as I should be..... [05 Apr 2006|02:40pm]
[ mood | waiting ]

Wow. Life is fun. We do the same things everyday. And I think I'm okay with it. I'm freaking out about my FAFSA. If my mom really wanted me to succeed wouldn't she be helping me? AT ALL? I am leaving in a few months fully aware that if I need help, there probably won't be a mother there for me. And as much as my dad woud like to think he is the perfect parent, he won't be rushing to Chicago to save me. And she tells me I won't make it there. Did she honestly think she was helping me make it here?

I want this summer to come. I want dusk on a Tuesday with nothing to do but act like I know how to skateboard. I want to fall and then look up and know I'll probably fall again within the next two hours. But it'll be fine. Because I can brag about my scrapes, and be happy that I'm getting a little further. Remember all those cd's that remind me of summer? They will make their way back to the car and we will make our ways back to Border's stealing fiction(although not really) and buying fruit smoothies just like kids do in magazines. We will hang out in driveways and in air conditioned aisles surrounded by things we probably won't buy. I want all this for the next three months. And when it's done I want to really start again. For real. I'm going to go full force into it and do "my best." I want that city life. I will learn how to read those train maps.

I won't be coming home for their Christmas.


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I might actually turn this in... [29 Nov 2005|09:23am]
[ mood | anxious ]

I'm doing the application thing today. Everything is done and just has to be turned in. And, you know, the whole being accepted part would be nice. I really hope I get in. I hope all three of us do. I also hope we can get our dorms together. But what would be really nice owuld be for me to figure out what I plan on doing there. Maybe I will be completely inspired by the city. Maybe it will just come to me.

I'm going to see the Hush Sound on the 10th. Boo-yah.

3 days off from work. I finally get to see "Lost" again.

Is this really worth updating over?

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I swear, it's not due until January 15th... [19 Nov 2005|11:05am]
[ mood | happy ]

Really I'm ahead of the game. I'm FINALLY writing my personal statement for UIC. I'm such a terrible procrastinator its not even funny. I hope I get in. I hope Heather and Michelle get in. If they don't get, will that affect my decision? No. I don't think so. Heather will just move to Chicago anyway. Michelle's off in Michelle land thinking who knows what.

Saw The Hush Sound last night. Beyond awesome. We drove around 2 and a half hours to get there, to this tiny ass venue(Venetian Villa/Village?). We were under the impression it was sold out, so we were hoping against hope we would get in. It turns out it wasn't and we ended up having an awesome time. It was Lulu's first concert and she loves The Hush so I'm really glad I got to take her. We danced and networked and Kurt got everybody's autograph on my poster for me(I'm a total pussy). So we left them an anonymous note on there car about twister(there's going to be a rematch in Crown Point, BE THERE) and left. Real Lunch was awesome, and Wax On Radio was good...but not my cup of tea. And here's the best part, we're driving to get food and we go to Taco Bell, and who is there? Chris from the Hush and some dudes! It was crazy. We left him alone and got our food. not that I can say the same for Taco Bell. We all got those sticky little hand things and were smacking each other and anything else with them. Mine looked like a tiny penis, and I hit the TV so hard it shut it off. Funny stuff. Chris saw Kurt's Hush hoodie and we said some words then left....but not before slapping their window with a big penis thing.

Best night ever. I say that every time.

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Dude, [31 Oct 2005|08:09pm]
Duuuude, I was just thinking that I'm the coolest person ever. and im elitest. and im self absorbed. but you already knew ythat!1!!!!1 LOLZ!

Jesus, i love myself.

P.s. I'm a christian know. I got saved and now the Lord is the only man for me! (but I still get ping-pong-pussy on the side--dont tell the dude upstairz!!!!!LOLZagin)
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Hello people who read my journal (...Heather) [31 Oct 2005|08:00pm]
[ mood | contemplative ]

Did you know you can spell "hate" with your name? I can spell "a man." Nothing good. So we are kind of practicing right now. Michelle left and we didn't really get much done. You are kind of rocking out on the keyboard and it sounds good. I need some shows. Gas Can Pick Up and The Hush Sound, what what? We really need to gewt this band together. As soon as Corin'es school band ends. We are set. We need to do college applications. I hate "having" to do things, but I'm too much of a loser to actually do them. I'm going to go lurk now.

PEEEEEEEEEEEEEEeeeeeeeeeeeeeace Out.



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she just wants me to dare her [13 Sep 2005|08:54pm]
[ mood | weird ]

I got my haircut. It is short. Shorter than I had planned on, but it grows back. Its kind of good that I'm friends with Heather because I have come to realize hair is super important, but it will always come back. Not that we're not friends for other reasons, too. So eloquent, aren't I? Not much has been happening. I've been saving my money to finish my car insurance, which I will finally have paid off by Friday. Heather and I must go to Chicago again. I miss it. I really want a purse I saw in one of the stores on Clark, and those brown Pumas, hmmm.....

Anyway, this year has been pretty easy so far. I don't think senior year should be too tough. I sort of "missed" the first two weeks of Calculus, so I am starting a new, and things are working out good this way. I could quite possibly get a B in that class. We are ACTUALLY EFFING APPLYING TO SCHOOLS. Isn't that freaking surreal? I feel like someone is pulling the worlds biggest "PSYCH" on me. I keep looking around thinking, "Aren't I still a freshman?" What is going on these days. Insanity. I'm going to go and look up some stuff on UIC (weird, I know).

Peace Out

amanda P. gibson

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hi, networking! [04 Sep 2005|06:30pm]
Tok the Metra downtown. Figured out how to get to the el, how to fandangle a ticket for it, and got off at Belmont. Walked around for many hours. I got cop sunglasses and a sparkly gold wallet at The Alley. Heather insisted we go cause she had never been there. found a Subway. walked around Clark street like nobody's business. Found a super awesome book and records store that I FIANLLY found a copy of "Still Life With Woodpecker" in. For $6. Way cheaper than Borders. I am taking that as the sole sign that I truly MUST live in the city. Other than the fact that I love it, and wouldn't dream of living anywhere else. We were walking towards the Metro when all of a sudden we hear a horrendous horn blaring at us. Lawry Jones spotted us, we met her at McDonalds and stealthily climbed in to surprise Jordan for her birthday. Got to the Metro, tolerated the annoying ass scene kids, and got alot of networking done. Met the bands, its not like it was that hard considering they were walking around in front of us all day. Great day. Loved every bit of it. Maybe later I will write about all of the lame individual hilarious things. I can't wait until next year when we really live there.

more networking, peace out


P.S. Duh. the show rocked. The Hush sound own, The Audtion's audience was insane!(I swear that girl was going to get effed up) June we moshed. Sort of. Dance/slam moshed. It was a lot of fun. I fell and got picked up. some metaphor is in there somewhere. I heart Hit the Lights and The Junior Varsity 4 eva. For serious.
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kinda like the Brady Bunch.... [01 Sep 2005|09:53pm]
..only with a few more "Fuck You's." I swear to Gah, my mom called me when I got home and told me to say "sorry" to Seth. It ended up being some big sit down talk it out thing, ending with us both saying sorry. It was weird. And totally Brady Bunch. I got kicked out, taken back, and told some big, ginormous story and now everything is just perky. Yes, perky. Sincerely.

Heather and I are going downtown early on Saturday. We are leaving around nine a.m. Plans are currently being made for what will happen while we are there before the show. I plan on lots of train chaos. Probably lots of getting lost-ness even with a map. That's fine, though. I'm really excited. It feels like today is Friday, but sadly its not.

There is some chaos going on at work. Entirely entertaining, though.

My mom is home. Peace Out.

Amanda PG
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10 degress without a coat. [01 Sep 2005|10:07am]
[ mood | disappointed ]

I got kicked out again. Lots of retarded-ass-ness(believe me, not on my part...this time).

Saturday Heather and I are going downtown early to peruse the city before the show.

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the d-d-d-dillio [28 Aug 2005|09:56pm]
Whats that? Michelle come back from IMSA for good? NO WAY! That's awesome! For real, though. She did. She said it was because of us. And I'm not one to continually toot my own horn, but that girl knows stuff, and maybe she's right...

This weekend is going to be pretty fun. The Hush Sizzle, June, The Audition, Jordan's Big Birthday Get Down. Tons of fun.

Today we went to Alonia's grandma's wake and I know this sounds weird, but it was....fun? We hung out in the bathroom with Corinne and Jordan and Alonia and Lawry. Michelle made an ass out of herself which overjoyed me. We then rolled over to Border's who DIDN'T have the new AP. So we went home. And I washed my feet. Which leads me to my revelation of the day. You know how a few months ago I'd always talk about my work pants smelling? Well I took off my shoes at the wake and my feet smelled so terrible(you really want to know this, right?) and I was blown away. My feet have never smelled. So I get home and I'm like "...I know that smell..." and then I remembered. It's been my feet this whole time! Working makes my feet reek!

It just goes to show how terribly boring my life can be sometimes. Or sad and disgusting, you know whatever.

I hear the band might be playing a show on Friday, what what? Who's gonna be there? We rock for rizzle, don't be lame on not go.
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Take that Lawry Jones... [26 Aug 2005|12:59pm]
UIC's school colors are red and blue, not whatever U of I's are. Sucka.

Deadline for applications is January 15th, 2005. Better get going...
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I'd never lie to you, unless I had to... [25 Aug 2005|05:43pm]
[ mood | crazy ]

So I finally read all of askheychris.com. Good stuff. I can't wait for that book to come out. I think he is a really good writer. It's so insane how he just puts it all out there. I would never in my life admit I had masturbated in some weird shack to some obese woman. But I guess that's what keeps us all intrigued. Maybe just me.

Today we filled out some college applications for practice. It's kind of surreal to be sitting there when I can still picture myself as a stupid freshmen thinking this day would never be here. Now I know in less than a year I will be (hopefully) leaving for UIC. Alone. Unless Heather and Michelle do come along, in which case that would be awesome. But essentially I will be alone. We will most likely not have classes together. I won't have my mom for "just in case" and I won't have any help whatsoever for accidents or random problems. It's scary. It's exciting, too. I will be on my own. Sort of. I will be paying my own way as my parents can't afford it. I know it's going to be super hard to get all of my work done. I think I can keep up with it, though, if I really try. I don't want a life like my parents. They don't DO things. They work. The highlight of their day is when they come home and, hopefully, the house is clean and there is something good to watch on TV. I want to actually live my life. My mom had two kids by the time she 20. I'm getting offtrack, but the point is, I am scared and excited. Way to extend that, huh?

Lulu is blasting TBS and singing about love she surely has no idea about. But then again neither do I so who am I to judge?

June, The Hush Sound, and The Junior Varsity on the 3rd. Jealous much? Thought so.

remind me not to ever act this way again.

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